Anyone else here never broken 100lbs?

People often act envious because I'm so skinny, but I hate it. It's the worst thing to be envious of. Being a small male is emasculating and has always been an invitation to bullies.

It wasn't my fault I was given stimulants as a child for ADHD, which halted my eating and likely impeded my growth. It's not my fault my metabolism is so fast, or that I'm never hungry because I was given lithium as an adult for depression. I'd really like to reverse these things, but I can't. I wake up starving most mornings but with no appetite. I'm subsisting off Soylent, usually.

So: anybody else here have a problem with smallness? Or is anyone able to sympathize with this, at the least?