Personal blog for @celli.
My loves, today was Not Good.
Except that my work!crush is going to meet Lexie & fam, which is 80% awesome and 30% oh god what have I done.
Today my boss said she wouldn't approve me applying for a great opportunity elsewhere in the co. Just in case I might feel valued or some shit, though, she pointed out all my failures in my last big project and said in order to [meet job goal] I had to give her stuff that was basically 100% perfect from the start.
I kinda get the impression that if I can just fake that she doesn't manage me, I'll get what I want?
If I could draw my self image for you, it would be me a foot high but still my same weight. Funny but not funny.
sigh
On my way to therapy now. thumbs up




oh bud <333333
Fuck ur boss. >:( hug
Ugh, I'm sorry, that's terrible.
hugs so much
hugs Oh, darling. Love you!
Work is often difficulties, but I am sorry it is being especially difficult as of late.
oh nooo D: and ffs, that is garbage management from her. DDD: >:( hugs you protectively no one is fucking 100% perfect a) ever and b) especially from the start.
UGH. HUGS YOU she reminds me of my old boss. Everyone of my mistakes was magnified times a billion and all my successes were never good enough (looking back? Yeah, no, they were pretty damn good thanks dude). It's absolute mindfuckery and you totally deserve better HUG