My loves, today was Not Good.

Except that my work!crush is going to meet Lexie & fam, which is 80% awesome and 30% oh god what have I done.

Today my boss said she wouldn't approve me applying for a great opportunity elsewhere in the co. Just in case I might feel valued or some shit, though, she pointed out all my failures in my last big project and said in order to [meet job goal] I had to give her stuff that was basically 100% perfect from the start.

I kinda get the impression that if I can just fake that she doesn't manage me, I'll get what I want?

If I could draw my self image for you, it would be me a foot high but still my same weight. Funny but not funny.

sigh

On my way to therapy now. thumbs up