What you're keeping inside of you that you need to share - anonymously. To purge.
I'm just so very tired...
I'm tired of waking up exhausted every day.
I'm tired of feeling alone even though I have a family, friends and a SO who love me.
I'm tired of feeling like I hurt or disappoint everyone who means anything to me.
I'm tired of always having to find new tools to deal with the shit in my head.
I'm tired of going to bed almost every night just hoping that I don't wake up.
And I'm kinda tired of waking up.
Not that I have a choice. Giving up isn't an option for me. Never has been, never will be. I'm here because I'm supposed to be, because there are still things left to be done. Not that I know what they are, just that they exist. In a sense, I'm trapped.
I'm tired of that, too.



