I'm Heartless

I really don't support or sympathize with any group/organization. I dislike the Black Lives matter protest, and I also hate the police live matter protest. Also I'm an American citizen, but I don't love or support my country or our soldiers. Everything I just mentioned i feel like is just acts of Selfishness. Why can't both police and the minority shut up. Why should I support America just because my birth happened on thier self-proclaimed soil. I will still respect them as any other other country, but I will simply stand during their rituals. Although I don't put my hand on my heart ,or recite the pledge.... I'm not a bad person am I?