What you're keeping inside of you that you need to share - anonymously. To purge.
Sigh.
I am afraid that my fat, crippled, mentally ill ass is unloveable. I don't see it as a fault of mine -- society just isn't a place where someone like me can fit in. I am trying to get okay with this.
I'm not doing too well on that end of things. I believe I deserve to be loved, but what do you do when society doesn't believe that?




<3 <3 <3 there are people who really do love others for who they are. Might be hard to find sometimes, but they are there. I myself love others even if society labels them "unattractive" in some way.
Demisexuals, for instance? I tend toward demisexual myself.
I kind of lost that belief when the last ex dumped me because I was a cripple and a burden. I just figure that the combination of being fat/crippled/poor/fucked up teeth/mentally ill/etc is too much of a hurdle to get over for 99.99999% of the people.
I'm demisexual myself. :) Sadly, another thing that might scare people off.
hmm. honestly, I just got dumped myself. It too was connected to a disability. Honestly, I feel ridiculously lonely. I understand <3 to some degree, anyway.
yay demis :)
I know that feel. <3 It's been uh... 4 years? 6 years? I have memory problems, so time is funny on me. XD But, yeah. They broke up with me in the most brutal way possible and it kinda crushed my hope of finding a partner, especially since my disease is degenerative.
It's nice to know where you stand on things like that! I struggled for a long time with feeling I was "broken" because I didn't find people attractive right off the bat.