What is your gaming embarassment

What is something you have done, or not done, or whatever which you find embarassing?

For example, I consider myself a huge rpg enthusiast who has been playing for a very long time. (Gold Box games anyone?) I don't have enough time, or money, to keep up with them as much nowadays, but at one time that was very important to me.

I've never completed FF7. I have started it several times. I have owned a couple incarnations of it. (currently in my Steam library . . . taunting me). I even tried emulating it once so I could play it sped up a bit. However, I have never made it too much past aeris' death. I have no logical explanation about this. it's just not that good of a game imo, and I lose interest so fast.

I find that slightly embarassing since it is supposed to be a seminal game in RPG history.

What is your tale?