Venting:

I guess I've been dealing with my bullshit health issues long enough to know what it feels like when a bad time is sneaking up on me.

Of course this time is appears to want to coincide with a very busy time of year. I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep myself together.

I really need to get something going so I can work from home...

I'd go back to school but I don't even know where to start with that right now and would be relying on the student loans program again.

I just wanted answers at my last doctor's appointment... Still don't have any.

I have no idea what I am going to do.