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Venting:
I guess I've been dealing with my bullshit health issues long enough to know what it feels like when a bad time is sneaking up on me.
Of course this time is appears to want to coincide with a very busy time of year. I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep myself together.
I really need to get something going so I can work from home...
I'd go back to school but I don't even know where to start with that right now and would be relying on the student loans program again.
I just wanted answers at my last doctor's appointment... Still don't have any.
I have no idea what I am going to do.




:-( <3
❤ thanks.
Sorry :( not knowing is always the worst.
Yeah it really is.
Gotta figure something out.
Gaaaah! I'm going to try and nap. Pain meds made me nauseous and haven't touched the joint and muscle pain. I NEED to work today and I feel like it might literally end me.
If the regular meds are not touching that pain - not knowing much of your circumstances - are you experiencing some kind of neuralgia?
I'm sorry this is sapping so much of your strength. I hope this puzzle is swiftly solved, so you can get on top soon! xo
Yeah we don't know what it is. Doctor actually charted it as "suspected unspecified autoimmune disease" last week... She gave me a proton pump inhibitor to stop me from getting nasty GI issues (bleeding ulcers Yay!) from taking pain meds. Going to be exploring alternative pain treatment in the future most likely.