The ramblings of a starship captain's husband.
BFF.
I just stumbled across a question in a community that went like "who is your BFF, tell us about your BFF". And I realized once more that I've never had a BFF. (Hell, these days I don't even have anything remotely close to friends in real life, and I'm not missing anything, except when I sit there and realize I have no one to go and see movies or celebrate New Year's with or something, but that's all.)
What is it like to have a BFF? All I can think of is how terrifying it would be. I'd be annoyed if someone texted me and wanted to see me AND if that someone also wanted to know about personal thoughts and whatnot (I don't talk about these kinds of things in real life, I've never learned how). I'm the type of person who is content with encountering no other human being in the real world for weeks or months, even. I'm perfectly fine with having loose Twitter and Facebook friends, I do consider these people friends, absolutely, and I very much enjoy interacting with them whenever I feel like doing so, but in real life this just doesn't work for me. I used to have friends in school and all, but never a "best friend". I don't even know how this concept works. You're supposed to tell that person everything and share everything and... the mere idea creeps me the hell out, I can't help it. I'm incapable of this kind of thing (which is why I'm also incapable of relationships but that's an entirely different matter although the source of the problem is the same, TRUST NO ONE).
Bad person, me. I guess. Or just weird. Maybe a little bit of both?



