Derby vs. Other parts of life

I love derby. The feeling of skating around the track. How I feel after the excersize and the time wiht the derby folks. Recently though my non-derby life has gotten so much busier (8 month old baby). After being sick a couple of weeks (me then the baby) then having practice canceled due to a storm I am 3 weeks off and found myself going, "well, maybe I should just skip Monday practice."
I am pretty sure I will go, but there is that feeling that maybe now is the time to just fade out.... Time will tell what happens.