I've drunk a little too bit to write something convincing. Tomorrow. Anyway, feel free to write to me!
Trying altered states again
Returning to a time when I lay down to "work," closing my eyes. Let the mind, which evolved through an ancient process, show me images & things.
"Things" is the best way to describe what swims in unconscious thought; my conscious self is only the tip of the iceberg.
Ate comfort foods today. The sugar splits my head, it hurts. Dirty toxic energy?
Will tap into the humor & melancholy down there beneath my tiny consciousness...




What are your comfort foods?
Hmm, I know you enjoy foods, but haven't the foggiest which you enjoy. :/
Anyway, just today I tried a Magnum ice-cream bar & sour gummy candy. But not my favorites...
My favorites are usually salty, not sweet!
Among the sweets: cheesecake, things with tangy berries like strawberry & rhubarb yogurt, chocolate chip cookies (not necessarily baked :), sometimes simple chocolate
What I used to crave from the US (but my palate changed, so I might hurl now :)...
French fries is something I could not ever live without (McDonald's french fries = holy fuckballs). Grilled cheese...potatoes with Russian sour cream and Irish butter...mmm butter..Do they have Kerrygold where you are? I can't live without that, I only keep crappy American butter handy for baking. Pretty much anything my mother cooks. Pretty much anything my grandmother cooks, but she passed away. Brussel sprouts with salt! Pancakes. Donuts - always have to try the local donut place when I travel someplace new. Ice cream. Sushi, pasta, Mexican food, bread, pizza. Also anything pastry/cake based (ie cupcakes).
Basically carbs and dairy (except milk, that shit is nasty) are my comfort foods. Maybe with some eggs or beans thrown in for protein.
Guess that explains why I recently saw minis...
Yep! Upscale & commonly available. I still remember realizing, "Hey, this is clearly better..." Haven't made baked potatoes in such a long time, hmm...
BTW, you might really like Swabian potato salad. Unlike the usual inedible potato salad, it has no mayo! Instead, sliced potatoes, minced onions, hot broth, oil, vinegar, and fresh parsley.
(Don't remember offhand the exact recipe I used; this looks pretty reasonable, but I'd have to check its proportions. They often add a dash of Maggi Fondor too...)
D'oh, can't find it here. :( :(
Haha, drool-production...
Ahh thanks... I have multiple cheese graters; now I can explain they're like salt-grinders!
I have memories of always wanting the right shade of sogginess. Wish curly fries were easily available here...
Haha, I like eating all sorts of crazy things! (And dislike some normal things.) Sometimes I just grab whatever sauces & combine them.
Last week, I felt disappointed at my strawberry sorbet's lack of tartness & suddenly looked at the peanut butter... then back at the sorbet. Later that day, I got bored of a PB sandwich & suddenly looked at the kikkoman roasted-garlic teriyaki sauce...
(None of those combinations turned out great, but they were interesting...)
When we compare ourselves to the natives here, many from the US feel like hypochondriacs. (Is it's a US adult thing? Healthcare costs + difficulty of getting sick leave?) I suspect my feelings about germs are partly superstitious, like fear of demons.
Hmm, I'll try that. I'm not very knowledgeable with the veggies, always open to eating more...