My personal blog for posting what's on my mind and what I'm up to.
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I really need to focus on one project at a time! Back in September (maybe the end of August) I bought fabric to make my own version of a dress worn by Lucrezia on The Borgias. I made the mock up, and then my uncle died and I just have no motivation to get to work on it again. The mock up still isn't hemmed and is like three feet too long for me. Ugh...and I really want to, I just...have no motivation. And I need to find some way to make the sleeves stiff so they don't wrinkle and slide around...and I'm thinking to put a side zipper in to make it easier to put on. And then I'm getting all this inspiration for other stuff. I've always wanted to make a Schala costume (from Chrono Trigger), and now I want to make a medieval Loki costume. And that one I'm unsure if I want to do a male or female version, though I have some thoughts for a female version. And then I want to make my husband a costume, he said he would like something to wear to work next year for Halloween so I started thinking about that. But I just don't want to do anything, I really don't. I want to make these things, but at the same time, I am so mentally and emotionally drained and I just don't want to. I wish I could just take a few days for myself and do nothing, just watch some movies, read, lay in bed, take a bath, not have to worry about taking care of everyone else, just myself. But I don't get to.


