So tired. :( (CN: Vent post)

This is a vent post - If you don't have it in you to read tonight, I understand fully and sympathize.

I miss the me I used to be before fibro hit hard. I miss walking around the neighborhood and working on learning to run. I miss cross-stitching for hours. I miss working overtime to earn more for my household without worrying about it. I miss being able to load the dishwasher and cook without having to sit down midway. I miss being able to be casual about my sleep hygeine. I miss being able to meet my religious obligations and not needing a "it's OK, you're sick" pass. I miss all of it. :(