Body locking up

sometimes the body will sort of partially shut down. I'll think about moving or doing something but there's a mental resistance to it, like a extra weight in the limbs.
I'll notice and think, Oh we're doing this again? and just sit there on the floor or wherever for many minutes staring into middle distances, head and vision foggy around the sides, letting the thoughts do whatever they're doing.
trying to speak in this state is unpleasant. i can push through it to act, but it feels like it's there for a reason. besides, why bother?

dunno if this is something we induced while mucking with meditation and tulpamany or if it's a part of our stuff

i thought dissociation was thinking of the world like a far away tv through thick fog. but i hear it can be like tunnel vision, or a fuzzy kind of inability to focus on anything. wonder if another cause of dissociation is brain feels so full of indecipherable thoughts that it tries to stop all input and output.

and again it's the NTs who make it hard by assuming it's disrespect or just tiredness and forcing more input and output