ggghh update

Fell asleep briefly, was woken up by the mother knocking gently on the door, started crying, read about emotional flashbacks, explains a lot. Still headache.

I don't know how things got to be this bad. I can't pick out or remember enough of what the parents have been doing that got me this way. But I gotta accept that regardless of what I know or don't know, the effect of their parenting is, indeed, this bad.

I am not unsalvageable.