Personal blog for Kits
ggghh update
Fell asleep briefly, was woken up by the mother knocking gently on the door, started crying, read about emotional flashbacks, explains a lot. Still headache.
I don't know how things got to be this bad. I can't pick out or remember enough of what the parents have been doing that got me this way. But I gotta accept that regardless of what I know or don't know, the effect of their parenting is, indeed, this bad.
I am not unsalvageable.




Please take it easy. :( I'd try and focus on getting space and distance before uncovering these things. It can be a Pandora's Box for the most part.
For now, hold onto the idea that you're not the problem, and you deserve happiness.
-W
Thanks, dude. Your kindness and caring are always appreciated! Sounds like good advice to me.
I know you're working on your own trauma stuff too, and I hope y'all can help yourselves as much as you help others.